solid sign

My friend Rhea told me to pray for a solid evidence to determine if my husband is still having an affair. I prayed.

God is good!

Last tuesday evening, I saw his car at ate Glo's house. Relieved, because no calls where made to inform me, hey, I'm here.

1:00 in the morning, Wednesday. Someone was knocking, it's Caloy, a private security personnel in UP informing me that D's car stopped in the middle of the street. Sa kalasingan, maybe he thought, nasa bahay na siya. But I was wondering, if he came from ate Glo's house, he should be coming from the left side of the street, not coming from Fine Arts.

Okey, so, he was so warak sa kalasingan. I told him, I will drive the car back to the house. When he transferred to the passenger seat, I saw a cellphone and immediately, put it in my pocket. When seated, kinapa niya ang pocket niya as if looking for something, nawala ang kalasingan. Sabi ko, saan ka galing? Kay Glo, bday ni Fermin, lumabas pa kami.

Lies.....

He told me he will get something from the car and pumasok na daw ako. I went to the comfort room and check on the cellphone. Doon pala sila nagtetext. Got you. My solid evidence. Papasok siya sa bahay, hinampas ko sa kanya ang cellphone, I was so violent and screaming to death. Galit na galit ako. Nabugbog ko siya, nasipa ko pa sa mukha.

J, my younger brother entered the house at siya ang nagpigil sa akin. Galit na galit ako. I send his stuff at ate Glo's house ng 2:00 in the morning. I need to cry, I need to release my pain and emotions.

So, I went to Ernie, a friend of D who is currently on duty sa may UP. Doon ako umiyak ng umiyak. I was howling like a cow and after that I felt good. Di ako, nakatulog, 5:00 am, I dialed Rhea's number. Thank God at gising na siya. We were both crying because she knows, I will be relieved from all my pains and feelings.

Then, I went to ate Glo to give D's other stuff. As of kanina, he went to the house to get his other stuff. As usual, galit pa. Yung nga lang, alam daw ng buong mundo.

That's the risk you have to take. I was still hoping na, baka magbago pa siya at magkaroon ng humility. Nah....

I won't pray to God anymore for him to realize his mistakes and come back to me.

Ayoko na....