draw the line!

I have butterflies in my stomach.

There is this feeling that I know, this whole thing of separation is for good. He's been going home late for two days already. No talk, but with civil treatments.

Part of me says, let him go but half of it says let him stay. I do not know, I believe on what I feel and I am fully hurt on what I heard and the text messages that I saw with an unregistered number. Until now, that number has not replied and I assumed that it's her again and the lies. The trust is gone and it hurts me to death.

I still remind or bully him if he has found a room or condo.

But I know, I have to draw the line.


Help me Lord!