liar 100x more

Once a liar, always a liar.

I gave him his password to his yahoo mail and messenger because somebody's prying. Then he told me, as of now, he does not know his password.

After a week, I checked on his mail, she's reading it again.

Once a liar, always a liar.

to work it out

Learn to forgive and accept things the way they are.

Then, move on.

This is our last chance and it is all up to ME.

NOW I HAVE A CHOICE. I JUST HAVE TO BE CONSISTENT.

So help me God!

my song

On being a woman, wife and a mother.

This is my song.

"She's Always A Woman"

BILLY JOEL

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
And she can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child but she's always a woman to me.

She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe it
And she'll take what you give her, as long as it's free
Yes she steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me.

Oh, she takes care of herself, she can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh, and she never gives out, and she never gives in
She just changes her mind.

And she'll promise you more than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself 'cause she's always a woman to me.

Hmm, hmm, hmmm.

Oh, she takes care of herself, she can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh, and she never gives out, and she never gives in
She just changes her mind.

She is frequently kind, and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you but
She's always a woman to me.

Hmm, hmm, hmmm.

online harassment 2

I was able to change D's password on his email but not to his messenger. Last saturday, I checked on D's messenger. OMG, their picture is pasted in the display profile. Very young, beautiful, gorgeous but a real bitch.

They looked happy at bagay sila. Bagay na bagay pati attitudes. Hehehe

I felt bad, insecure and down but later on... what the heck.

I really do not care... honest.

center for family ministries

I went to CFAM last saturday for a counselling. I was enlightened. I was relieved.

Everything will all depend on ME!

In the afternoon, I went to mass. The words keep ringing in my ears... "leave it all to God and he will be the judge."

I'm going for the road.

health concerns

D's back has been aching since coming home from Boracay. I urged him to have a urinalysis.

I got the results today, he has blood in his urine... meaning, there is an obstruction. He might have kidney stones. He has to undergo a series of tests and ultrasound. Thank God, he has a health card. Good for us.

I was praying that D should experience something that will lessen his immoral activities. I do not know if this is my answered prayers. Will his communication with the girl stops even if he is sick. That I do not know.

But... I'm smiling. God is good.

online insult

I received an email from the fanbox with questions thing in it, "Will you accept someone who has cheated on you?" It came from doregidorbabyko's fanbox.

It's what you call online harassment. Prying with D's email, messenger and friendster. She's really that serious hah!

Sorry for C, her man didn't stand for her.

finders keepers

I brought D with me to the office. Departure time, he went to the ATM machine. Then, D saw a P500 bill. Touched it, put it back and did not leave the area.

An officemate said, finders keepers.

I have been dying to buy him a new set of sandals for summer. Now, D has a new sandals.