myself

i hate it. i just realized how much i need D. need... but not love? maybe yes, maybe no.

i hate myself for saying the same things again and again.
how insecure i am with C.
i am not looking at my strengths anymore.
demoralized.
you just have to accept the fact that he is your spouse.

stop it!

i know, i am beautiful inside, no matter what they say and what they do.
i am a strong woman with a big heart.
i love myself.