end?

i received a text from A, D's friend last friday. he told me, i should see C. i have a class and i was at first eager to talk and see her. But then, i backed out. i prayed for a sign and think about the whole situation. i informed D about the text and he vehemently said no.

i followed his advise.

C was asking for a closure but her companions were adamant. they want me there. i was confused already, hindi ko na alam kung sino na ka text ko.

then, i received the forwarded wonderful text messages of D to C. it killed my consciousness again. it was my first time to read his text messages to C.

we talked, he told me bits and pieces. D falls in love with the girl. His greatest fear is na baka malaman kong minahal niya si C. D was asking for forgiveness with full sincerity. did i feel it? yes, but i am still confuse.

i am not asking for details anymore to lessen the pain. what you don't know won't hurt you. i believe him, but the pain and the betrayal are still in my system. at least, this time, we were not violent, we were talking like professional adults. he even congratulated me for being strong.

then they were cursing us in texts... i pity her, pinaasa kasi. C really loves D that much. i know, i can feel.

D texted his sister and asked for forgiveness. this action was my landmark on the end with his communication to C. i was touched but...

C texted again, asking for forgiveness on what happened last night and closing her ties with D. hopefully...

am i happy? a little but...