moving on

i am not a self serving woman. i also have my kids. i also need to consider their feelings and the right to grow up with a father even if he sucks.

in fairness to D, he is slowly changing.

but the big questions now lies in my hands. it is my option to change my outlook and accept my faith and be a more loving spouse to D. "sigh"

acceptance.faith.trust.love.GOD
i am praying for guidance.