the call

last night, D texted me that he had a meeting at San Lorenzo with his bosses. ok fine, again, the paranoia sets in. i felt a little lump in my throat. then at 11:29 pm. i received a phone call. no one's talking i only heard the voices of D and a girl. i listened for 4 minutes and hang up. their voices sounded happy and alive. then i heard the name Doris. oh yeah, she's the friend of C. i tried to cry, but no tears drop on my cheeks.

then i texted D. again he told me he was with a chick and in a bar at kamuning. minura ko siya ng maraming maraming beses sa text. mabuti at naka sulitext ako. ubos.
then i called them, i told him goodbye and maraming salamat. i heard some girls giggling .when he arrived at 2:30 am, denial again. liar.

i did not sleep the whole night. i called H and ate R in the morning to tell them that i caught D again. ate R was sympathetic, H had his friend forever attitude but he was accomodating.

again he was mad at me. cursing me to death, it was an honest mistake. ganoon na lang ba yon. pag naginvite ang common friend nila ni C go siya? he really loves her. he cant say no. ...wala na akong magagawa.

but it was the second time already, ganoon din nung una. i heard their voices. it was the first week of november. after professing his undying promise to be a good boy again.

i don't know how or who dialled my number in D's cellphone. pangalawa na ito.the same voices of D and C. God must have been very good to me. Thank you very much.

he had his chances but he ruined it. sorry... i am not an old schooled girl.

trust was totally damaged again, i have to move on....THERE'S REALLY NO HEALING!