evidence

I'm still paranoid. D told me, he said and they were no longer together. But... I still doubt it, I still do. There's no solid evidence that they are no longer an item. He still has not activated his log.

He still goes home late and he tells me his whereabouts. I do not know, it's hard to bring back the trust. But I pray diligently to God to let me feel that D is honest and sincere to me.

I do not know if I still love D or is this the feeling of a woman scorned. I am trying to move on peacefully, accept my fate and forgive. But, I still have my intuition that they are still communicating.

I know, God will give my something.